if this is goodbye Britton

Finally hit the ground
I'm at the bottom now
Never thought I could be this low
Felt like falling down an endless hole
No, I don't see the light
And I don't hear God
Crawling in the dark
Now my limbs are cold
Screaming out "Help!" but it just echoes
♪
Only one way out of here
I don't think I can reach it
Everything I hold dear
Erased by all of my demons
My sorry is sincere
I've just lost all of my reasons
Reasons left to stay
♪
So, if this is goodbye
Please, don't count my cry as a sin
No, I don't wanna die
But it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight
But now I've got nothing to give
So, if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I hope someday to see you again
♪
There's nothing you could've said
Nothing you could've done different
It was always between me and my head
Never meant to hurt you in the process
But I just can't keep holding on
Wish I could believe that things will get better
Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind
Then I could fix how I feel altogether
Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine
It's never that easy and neither is life
Don't think I wanted to leave you behind
I tried, I tried, I tried
♪
So, if this is goodbye
Please, don't count my cry as a sin
No, I don't wanna die
But it keeps getting harder to live
And I put up a fight
But now I've got nothing to give
Nothing, nothing
So, if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I hope someday to see you again
♪
If this is goodbye
I'll see you on the other side
I'll see you
If this is goodbye
I'll see you
If this is goodbye
♪
Open up my eyes
I don't know where I am
And everything is blurry
My mom's holding my hand
Turns out I was in a hurry
But God had other plans
He said my goodbye was early
Now I've got a second chance