Don't Say It Always Never

Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?
♪
Haunts me
I'm about to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it
♪
Leave me be, I've got it figured out
If you let me speak, you could hear me out
Could it be?
Could it be?
Could it be?
Could it be?
♪
I feel like you don't really hear what I say
I'm dying
With a heavy heart I pray
I'm lying
♪
Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?
♪
Haunts me
I'm bout to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it
♪
Girl I'm indifferent
The journey was longer
For me than it was for you
I wish I could
See myself from your perspective
I know you're
On you're way for my head soon
♪
There's too much on my plate
I can really feel the weight now
I never show my demons
I wish that you could see them
♪
Don't say it
It's on the tip of my tongue
I'm not playing
You'll wish I never begun
The words don't
Ever come out how I want
Why do I always fall back?
♪
Haunts me
I'm bout to get fucking violent
Just leave me alone in silence
I wish I could fucking find it
♪
It doesn't matter
I don't wanna stay
The smile on my face
Has faded away
I'm tired of bullshit
I'm tired of pain
I wish something would fucking change