Word Vomit Baby Queen

I swallow my pride
It tastes like shit
I spit it back out in the bathroom sink
Then I go back home and sit out my couch
And I think about you 'til the sun comes out
And now I never wanna drive down that street
Don't want to remember what you look like when you're leaving
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I bite my tongue
It tastes like blood
God, I really wish I didn't get that drunk
I wish I could be cool
I could be cute
I could be everything you wanted me to
Now whenever I drive down that street
I remember what you look like when you leave
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Super sorry, I was trying not to vom on your feet
Guess I'm not really the poet you were hoping to meet
I was looking like a loser on the side of the street
Mull it over in the brain, rewind, repeat
How did I imagine it was going to end?
With me waking up to see you laying there in the bed?
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Now I can't pretend
(I let it go)
Now we can't be friends
(I let you go)
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I lick my wounds
They taste like salt
In my head you were never this cold
But it's what I get for going in too bold
Now the dream is dead and it's all my fault
So whenever I drive down that street
I remember we were stood together
And you saw me bleed
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Super sorry, I'm sure I was kind of freaking you out
I didn't want to
But the words were falling out of my mouth
And even though I can't recall what we were talking about
I play it over and again
It's done, no doubt
How did I imagine it was going to go?
You'd be getting in my car and I'd be taking you home?
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Now I'm all alone
I'm haunted by the thought of you
There's nothing I look forward to now
I'm haunted by the memory
I hope you don't remember me now
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I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
I lick my wounds
I feel so dumb
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I swallow my pride
I bite my tongue
Lick wounds
I feel so
My-my-my
My tongue
My tongue
My
I swallow
My-my-my
My tongue
Lick
Lick
Lick
I swallow