spiderwebs Sophie Powers

It's wintertime
In my mind
Out my head
Overtime
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Out of line
Underslept
Under read
Over grind
Under fed
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Tore me to pieces
And tossed me like wonderbread
Nothing's been looking up
Feelings (breathe) keep cooking up
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Monster in my closet
Me and him hooking up
'Cause it's fight or it's flight
So I'm on a plane every night
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And I beat up myself
Till I eat up myself
Up, down, left, right
Yeah, I cheat on myself
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Focused on times when
I needed your help
But you left me a mess
I can't clean up myself
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I'm trapped in spiderwebs
Made from things you said
And promised
I just can't pretend
All this pain will end
No stopping
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These self-destructive
Thoughts stay with me all the time
You got me locked in
I'm trapped in
I'm trapped in
Your design
Ooooooooo
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Broken down zombie
Mechanics work on me
I can't figure it out
You don't want me?
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Trust me, I'm lying
I gave up, I'm trying
Got eyes in the back of my head
So stay silent
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'Cause I see red
With thoughts of you mixed in it
Hateful
My veins cold like Michigan
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Used to fixate on pictures of us
Now I see them and throw up my guts
Throw up my guts
This can't be love
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Bury it deep down with nothing above
A bottomless pit where I'm never enough
Dream something's chasing me
But I can't run
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I'm trapped in spiderwebs
Made from things you said
And promised
I just can't pretend
All this pain will end
No stopping
♪
These self-destructive
Thoughts stay with me all the time
You got me locked in
I'm trapped in
I'm trapped in
Your design
Ooooooooo
♪
I've been wrapped inside your spiderweb
I'm too far gone
Wrapped inside your spiderweb, I'm
Too far-
Too far-