Not At This Party Dasha

Deep breath, big smile
It's been a while
Since I've been in a crowd like this
Stay off the wall
Don't think, just talk
Pray no one says the name I miss
♪
I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
Case you hit me with an un-goodbye
And I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here
♪
I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party
♪
I'm good, I'm great
Don't say your name
Just talk about the weather instead
Just stay, don't leave
So they can't see
What's steaming up the glass in my hand
♪
I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party
♪
I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
Case you hit me with an un-goodbye
I know you won't, but I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here
♪
I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party
♪
I'm not at this party