Haunted Ekoh & Colorblind

They said I'm okay
But lately I'm feelin' this pressure in my chest (Yeah)
Got a hand with a grip into my neck (My neck)
I don't even wanna tell my friends
I just wait for the day that everything will squeeze
And I run out of breath (Ah)
I'm just stuck in the shadow of mind
It's beatin' and screamin' alone when I drive
The music on blast ignorin' you telling me
Take one of these, you'll be fine, so
You can feel everything or nothing at all (What?)
They just got mad like a zombie, can't tell me I'm better off (What?)
But I never knew taking a pill would end up in a loss (What?)
But it's going on, I really just want everything to pause
Slow down, let me get a hold on
Anything, I don't even need a whole lot
Haven't felt like myself in so long
Thinkin' 'bout the end again, man, it's so
Shit, maybe it's in the blood (Yeah)
Self-medicating to make it so better
But better is never enough
I'm cut from that cloth, I shouldn't have judged
I shouldn't have run, afraid of the me that I see in your love
But you probably know, out of these lows
Better than most, I'm stuck in a body I cannot control, so
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They tell me I'm okay
And this pain will go away
They say, "Keep your head up"
Keep holding on
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But if I'm being honest, it feels like I'm haunted
Stuck in the past, I can't live down
Lost in a moment, wish I wasn't broken
But it's hard to breathe when it's all burning down
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Burning down, burning down
Burning down, burning down
Burning down, burning down
But it's hard to breathe when it's all burning
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Not big, but I'm heartless (Nah)
And I don't know who to blame, where to start with (Nah)
Never felt that strange when you're raised in apartments
Hangin' with adults, strung out up late
Lookin' for a little bit of cocaine in the carpet
Now I got a darkness, then I feel armed with blood
I'm always on guard, so I don't talk much
I just hide behind the drinkin' mark cup
I put too much to love, I'm fucked up and numb
So don't jump and run when I self-destruct
There's no one to cause damage
I go titanic, sinkin' like panic, lost in my sanity
Leave me by my lonely, I don't feel like me lately
Don't sleep, but I feel like I'm dreamin'
Come sleep, fingers pressed, and act like they know me
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I can't be the only one who's got this going on
My hands holding on to anything I have left
I've been wasting all my time chasing my soul
Stuck in this body I can't control
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They tell me I'm okay (I'm okay)
And this pain will go away (Go away)
They say, "Keep your head up"
Keep holding on
♪
But if I'm being honest, it feels like I'm haunted
Stuck in the past, I can't live down
No way to hide it, why would I fight it?
When it's easier to drown
Just going through the motions now
No control in my emotions now
Lost in a moment wish I wasn't broken
But it's hard to breathe when it's all burning down
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Burning down, burning down
Burning down, burning down
Burning down, burning down
But it's hard to breathe when it's all burning down