Letter to God (1998) Halsey

Please God or whoever you are
Please God or whoever you are
Please God or whoever you are
Please God or whoever you are
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These days, I get less calls, 'cause no one wants to hear my voice
I miss the days when I was gettin' texts that I could just avoid
And I've been trying to be calm and not preemptively destroyed
I wonder who here really loves me or who wants to be employed
Every time I'm in the real world, I just end up paranoid
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I stay at home all by my lonesome with my little baby boy
And I watch him on the kitchen floor, he's playing with his toys
And I don't ever wanna leave him, but I don't think it's my choice
So, I'm basking in these moments where I feel a shred of joy
But I don't think my pleads are heard
Because I'm screamin' in the void
I'm screamin'
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Please God, oh, you've gotta be sick
Why do you make it hurt and why's it over so quick?
Please God, I'm finally loved
I finally found somebody I don't want to get rid of
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Please God, is it busy up there?
You took a little while to respond to my prayer
Please God, no, this doesn't seem fair
I'm trying not to show it but I'm terribly scared
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Please God or whoever you are
Please God or whoever you are
Please God or whoever you are