The Sound Of Falling Ekoh

(It gets so loud inside my head
And that's the sound of me falling)
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I hear 'em hate, how many times I gotta prove 'em wrong?
Hope I break down, breathing in, I'm tryna keep it calm
But I'm trapped here, feeling like there's no one I can trust
In this black mirror, telling me I'll never be enough so (enough)
Get your foot off of my chest and let me breathe
I don't know the person you're expecting me to be
Tryna brush it off but I'm just holding it inside
And swear to God they know and fucking feed on all my insecurities
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I don't think I can hear myself
When these voices talk
I can't blame nobody else
'Cause it's me talking to myself
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It gets so loud inside my head
And that's the sound of me falling
Into another attempt, another attempt
To tryna find out
Is it just in my head, or can you hear it, hear it too?
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I swear to God, it's getting louder, I can barely make out
Anything besides this overwhelming sound of my doubts
Everyday is like a fight-to-fight the knob and turn it down or drown it out
With any pill that I can find in this house
But now I'm starting to feel like my mom when I was younger
Maybe it's genetic, maybe she was really taking all that shit to fix a headache
They tell me that this will kill you if you let it
But I question, is it me or all the voices in my head that said it?
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'Cause there's a devil on my shoulder tryna test my faith
But never taking credit for all of this mess I've made
I need a double barrel pillow just to rest my face
Give me silence or it's Kurt Cobain
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It gets so loud inside my head
And that's the sound of me falling
Into another attempt, another attempt
To tryna find out
Is it just in my head, or can you hear it, hear it too?
♪
(It gets so loud inside my head
And that's the sound of me falling)
Now every silent moment the voice inside me grows
It used to keep my company but now when I'm alone
♪
It gets so loud inside my head
And that's the sound of me falling
Into another attempt, another attempt to tryna find out
Is it just in my head, or can you hear it, hear it too?